Made you look didn't I? The title of this blog isn't totally off base but hear me out. Generally I'm a pretty happy person. I smile at strangers and hold doors for the person leaving behind me. I dont fucking throw toilet paper on the floor in public bathrooms and I'd stop the car if I hit someone instead of continuing about my day. I'm totally kidding btw. I'd never stop! I'm busy!!
God! Ok, for serious now. I should probably wait till I cool off to write this but whatever. I have a SERIOUS temper (hence my witty humor). Not much makes me mad but when something does... Watch the funk out! I can literally feel a change in my body. Once I get to a certain degree of mad I hate everything and everyone. Sometimes I can feel myself being angry and am fully aware that there is really no legitimate reason for me to be that way. I just am (Yes these times usually coincide with my period and fuck you!) Gaaaah! I hope that is funny and not offensive... Sort of.
Thing is... I hate (har har) that anything can effect me that way. That I can focus so much on whatever it is and not let go. How can I stop doing this? I've been this way as long as I can remember and have just chalked it up as being a passionate, outspoken person. I'm getting too old for this shit though. My head knows it's not worth the effort but body won't stop. How do I remedy this... Fuck you if your comment is Yoga.
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