Made you look didn't I? The title of this blog isn't totally off base but hear me out. Generally I'm a pretty happy person. I smile at strangers and hold doors for the person leaving behind me. I dont fucking throw toilet paper on the floor in public bathrooms and I'd stop the car if I hit someone instead of continuing about my day. I'm totally kidding btw. I'd never stop! I'm busy!!

God! Ok, for serious now. I should probably wait till I cool off to write this but whatever. I have a SERIOUS temper (hence my witty humor). Not much makes me mad but when something does... Watch the funk out! I can literally feel a change in my body. Once I get to a certain degree of mad I hate everything and everyone. Sometimes I can feel myself being angry and am fully aware that there is really no legitimate reason for me to be that way. I just am (Yes these times usually coincide with my period and fuck you!) Gaaaah! I hope that is funny and not offensive... Sort of.

Thing is... I hate (har har) that anything can effect me that way. That I can focus so much on whatever it is and not let go. How can I stop doing this? I've been this way as long as I can remember and have just chalked it up as being a passionate, outspoken person. I'm getting too old for this shit though. My head knows it's not worth the effort but body won't stop. How do I remedy this... Fuck you if your comment is Yoga.

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So since I am back in the swing of things thanks to 6akalaka1 I thought I'd post some pictures of my 'legacy' I'm playing now.

Rhiannon

And her twins
Lily

And Alora

... Yes I was watching Willow! Haha

Sorry about the pictures but I had to take them with my phone!

Yaay!!

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They're here!!!

Sims 2 here I come!

Thank you sooooo much 6akalaka1!!!

Now here is hoping I can get everything running smoothly!!

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She's been nipping at me for a while but my almost 10 month old daughter bit me and I'm bleeding. Hurts like hell. Au revoir breastfeeding... It's been real. Thanks for all your help all these months and good luck to those just starting out!

It's a good thing she's cute!

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As some of you know, I haven't had the Internet for almost 8 months now. Miss my sims terribly but I got a new computer for Christmas so I don't have any of my ts2 downloads and never got to get any ts3 downloads. Would anyone be willing to copy their ts2 downloads folder to a disc (or 8 ha) and send it to me? Would that even work? TIA

Missin my simmies!

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My husband would come home and be like, " Thank you baby for staying home with our kids and keeping them happy while I'm out going to school and then blowing off steam at the phillies game/concerts in AC".....

You would think...

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30 min cardio workout - check! I really didn't want to but now I feel great! If I can get the small one to sleep I may just hop on the treadmill a bit. Whooo I'm sweating like crazy. Gross!

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I'm on my 11th day of this journey folks and I really want to do it this time! I spent half of my 20's (not to mention my life) fat or just generally unhappy with my body. No fucking more!

The kicker came when I went to my 4 year olds first T-ball outing and guess what folks.... I'M THE FAT MOM! It's awful and I don't want to feel this way anymore. I'm 158 pounds... That may not sound like a lot but I'm not even 5 feet tall. 4'10" to be more specific. My 'healthy BMI' says I should weigh between 85.5(?!?!?) and 115.5. GTFO! That's never going to happen but I don't have to be this big. I'm tired of being self concious of my double chin... And taking 400 pictures of just my face to find one I don't look too fat in. It's bullshit!

I want to be proud of myself and I ain't gettin any younger! I'm strong and I can do this! I am in control. Any tips/tricks/recipes/words of encouragement/good workout music will be greatly appreciated!

It's ON flabby body! See you later handful of c-section overhang x2! Fuck you very much chub neck! I quit you!

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Now if I can only figure out how to edit the date so this stays on top from my phone... Haha

Yaaaaaay!!

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So.... If I'm going to make my own baby food... You think I can put the stuff in an ice cube tray so I have nice small portions I can unfreeze as needed? Will that work (avacados, sweet potatos...)?

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I think Bobby Flay (yes the chef) is frigging SEXY!!! Is that weird? Not necessarily his looks (they don't hurt) but the attitude. The way he carries himself.... Yum!

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